music, lyrics, movie: 包丁ナイフカッターズ
voice: mai (synth v)
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I put on a mask making myself believe it's who I was
No longer reaching anyone line repeating deep in my mind
Turning nights I couldn't swallow into laughter
Two waves that never meet together in my head.
My heart lies at the bottom of a cold well
“Is this me?”
Unspoken, unseen by anyone Just playing, just pretending
Drowning tremors in booze and cigarettes
Each embrace erases it
My warmth and my illusion
Hearing voices that sound happy
The sound of my spine creaking
“I'm sorry for being alive”
The face reflected in the window was distorted like a stranger's
My mother's prayers never reach me.
A phantom light at the water's edge
My true feelings sleep like a corpse
Sinking into sleepless nights
Even if I scream, not even an echo returns
